
i will never leave this house
Sometimes I think back to the times I have been traumatized and I get crushed by sadness and sometimes I think back to it and I get overwhelmed by a devestating rage that leads to an urge seeking revenge.
“It’s gotten to the point where I don’t know who I am anymore. I constantly feel like I am on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I am going crazy, and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can’t sleep, I can’t concentrate, I can’t even think straight. I am a fucking mess.”—